IF

If you’ve ever looked up at a street lamp and thought it was the moon. 

If you’ve ever walked down the dark end of the street because it scared you. 

If you’ve ever wanted to check the stove with your hand, even though it’s smoking and you’ve already burned yourself. 

If there’s pieces of yourself you tell stories about for polite company. 

If those stories are worse. 

If you’ve ever walked that line between disasters and stepped to one side on purpose. 

If you’re proud of your cracks, your signal to noise, your hard to reach places.

If you’ve laid those spaces bare for the hell of it. 

If you hoped for a place you know you’ll never see, never find, never even catch a murky hint of. 

If you ever turned your back on love because it was the right thing to do. 

If you know it’s never the right thing to do. 

If you’d do just the same again. 

If…

If…

If you have, you’ll find me there. 

And for the love of Allah leave me right there where I stand, trouble smile in place, hand reaching out for you. 

If…

I CALL YOUR NAME

Stranded on a shore of no light
The waves brings me sorrow
and with a vision of past in my mind
All I crave is to see you back in life
I call your name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I reach for your hands
I realise I can't feel them no more
I see your eyes
I feel your pain
Sailing waters I am drifting inside
The wind brings me sadness
And with a vision of pain in my mind
All I wanted was not to see you die
I call you name
But you wont hear me
I seek your eyes but they wont see
And when I'm burning inside
I hope you're there
Cant you see my tears
I see your crying
And I have tried to forget
You'll always be in my mind
I stare the eyes of a man alone
A man I used to care for
A man I used to know
For every tear that falls
A wound grows bigger
Into my already bleeding soul
If I had only been there
Oh god I wish I could have saved you
I still remember the times we shared
I've tried to keep inside the grief I suffer
I can't believe that I been swept away
Like I never existed
As a part of your life
I'm still stranded on the shore of no light
And the same wave still brings me sorrow
And I'm drifting yes drifting inside
And my wound grows bigger
For every tear that falls
For every tear that falls.

RAIN RAIN RAIN

Cause there’ll be no sunlight

If I lose you, baby

There’ll be no clear skies

If I lose you, babyJust like the clouds

My eyes will do the same if you walk away 

Everyday it will rain, rain, rain...

Don’t just say, goodbye

Don’t just say, goodbye

I’ll pick up these broken pieces ’til I’m bleeding

If that’ll make it right 

try to understand

I love you,
but I am not your lover.
I care for you,
but I am not from your family.
I am ready to share your pain,
but not blood relation.
I am your True...
FRIEND!!!!!
A True Friend:
Scolds like a DAD...
Cares like a MOM...
Teases like a SISTER...
Irritates like a BROTHER...
And loves you more than a LOVER.

Nothing is eternal

It will not be forever, clutching your hand.
It will not be forever, It keeps your body.
As the rhythm of my heartbeat,
not stand against time.
And all the beauty that fades,
or love that has been lost.

......

Oh, let me breathe for a moment, before it is lost .....


The old soul soon gone, prepare the replacement.

let me answered all wounds

my beloved, have long been looking searching for your shadow, couldnt bear my heart keep My longing in my soul to you
.
my beloved, if you know the words of my heart beat, please .... forgive my fault those moments with you.
let myself alone to answer all the lies or let me come back to your heart.


either how deeply?
the holy love in my heart ...
Will you go back to my arms?
although deep sense of this and where the holy love, are?... 
let me answered all wounds ....


January ... oh January that blue
My romance and in romantic affair is so quiet.
at some point comes back somewhen in this hearts,
the beautiful moments return to my life.... 
I realy dont know....